2016 was a very difficult year for me. In the midst of massive issues with mental illness, suicidal ideations, the loss of the cat I've had for nearly 20 years, and a whole slew of changes including 3 different jobs (finally found one I'm gonna keep without it giving me anxiety attacks!) and moving out, I've lost my love for creating.
I have a very difficult time focusing enough to start artwork, let alone finish it. I have a pile of unfinished projects and no motivation to touch them. And I'm not satisfied with what I do manage to create.
So my goal this year is simply to learn to love drawing and painting again. I can't say exactly what this will entail, or what the results will be. I'll be finishing a couple of commissions and a Christmas gift, but for the most part I'll be focusing on doing art I want to do. Hopefully I'll want to do something soon.
I've been scribbling a bit but nothing much has come of it. But I'll keep trying!
I hope you're all well.